surrender

there is this calling
to answer or not, it is all up to me

my brain is telling
i am jeopardizing my control, my helm

my heart is beating
once in a life time, now or never

others are saying
it is just so stupid, insanity!

but my feeling
no more under the control of my brain

i am enjoying
the freedom to pursue my pulses

and looking
forward to the journey ahead

yes, i am surrendering

(in remembrance of 20th October 2007 and 28th August 2010)